::...searching for my true"happiness...::

i do MiSS my days in London.. Somehow i really want to go back to the past and i shall repeat the times i spent in the greatest city on eaRTH..
-miss LoNDoN so munch and munch-

June 14...2 years ago in London...

a very memorable moment for me...!!
...then...the SuMMeR...!!!

just love that SuMMeR in London...United Kingdom...

well...

just a spit of my heart's voice...
...seems really romantic...

i just wishing that i could go to the place where i want to belong...or where i want to go...

i miss a person more than anyone in this universe...
i really want to see him...anywhere in this world...
from Jakarta to London to Stockholm to Boston...!!

well...
to be honest...
perhaps...there's nothing to do with the title above...
it's just what i had in my mind...

and...right now...
that knowing someone just stole my lovely "summer poem"...
~hate it~

back to this town of Jakarta...!!

the times i spent in Tokyo were splendid and amazing...

i was learning many new things there...the languages...the culture...the people...and, of course...the living cost... which is really high ~ but...not desperate yet...
hahahahahaha...

oh'well...
back to Jakarta...and, that means back to everything...!!

These are the words I cannot say
But they come from the heart
Despite all the arguments
I've liked you from the start

I like the way your mind works
The way you're so unique
And when I'm in my darkest hour
I long to hear you speak

I like the way you walk
The way you slightly smile
And when your move close to me
You cause my heart to go wild

I like the ways you're different
I like those mysterious eyes
Actually I like everything
Even what's inside

I long for you to hold me
To feel your lips on mine
I know it isn't work yet
We need a little more time

But these are all the things
I guess I cannot yet say
Like how I somehow manage
To think of you all day

Yes I'm scared you'll hurt me
Just break me and leave
I don't want to have to worry
I don't want to be deceived

How all this can work
I'll guess we'll never know
But don't turn your back on me yet
I'm not quite ready for you to o go

I'm sorry for writing this
But its all I can do
It the only way for me
To say I love you

For these are the words
I just cannot say
But things will be different
One day...

after DisneyLand (on my 1st day) and DisneySea (on my 2nd day)...
~i feel tired...tired...tired...~~tsukareta neee~

so...what's next...??

just going around Inage and Chiba...
since it's quite cheap here...so, not wasting too much...
unlike by the time I was in the Disney Resort...!!!

oh'yeah...one more...

i LoVe...

MaRie the aRiSTRoCaTS and PRiNCeSS JaSMiNe merchendise...!!!!
they were so cute...cute...cute and PINK...!! for Marie
CUTE...!!

oh'well...
gotta go now...have to explore this area somehow...
hehehehehe...

toddlesssssss...